The 31st of December:

So yeah, Today marks the last day of 2011, ... When you look at it , it's just a number... But if you REALLY look into it       .........     ... no , still just a number.

For a Huge mass of People worldwide , today is the Day for Celebration , Joy , Merriness and Festivity ; But for me , It's the day when I usually look back on all the shit Humanity did to itself in the past year.

In a few hours, calenders change the BIG number , Its no big deal cause if it is, that makes Celebrating Each Passing day a Necessity ( Which would be pretty stupid ).
Its a celebration of how much time and Timing matter to us, ... we keep track of time so we don't waste it, But it really backfires and its the fact that we keep track of Minutes and seconds that makes us realize how much we waste Everyday. ( I'm more of a romanticist )

Tonight , we celebrate by using Resources excessively while other Die in hunger and chaos and war , we'll drink and be merry , we'll use the hollow symbol of the day as a mere social Icebreaker and we'll also use the same cliches we use every year repeatedly, superficially hoping and wishing for a better upcoming year , but Consciously realizing that It's not going to hold anything extremely Positive in relation to the one before it.

Its obvious how these fake celebrations and Hypes are distracting us from the fact that Others are being killed and Slaughtered for no direct cause, ... and while we give our money to whoever offers us liquor and food tonight , ... that money is being used to Obliterate someone else.
There's victims to our "innocent" celebrations and That's how it'll always be, ... Im not saying dont celebrate , in contrary , I'm saying celebrate , but keep in mind that you'll do your best ... Tomorrow to change yourself and whatever you can.

Look back on how many people have been treated like shit to accept someone else's beliefs , Decisions and / or to work for someone else's money... how many people died to fight the rich man's war this year ? ...

Humanity Fails miserably , each and Every year , and It's been going DOWNHILL for over a Hundred years now, and It's not going to change unless we ... ALL OF US. change , Today, not because its new years eve or any of that useless shit.

But because I , and probably everyone else , don't want to go down in history with one of the Generations that didn't change a thing, and Hopefully not with the ones that Changed to the worse.

what am I saying...?